This Zombi in my Head

Tarantulas sitting on my head is my worst recurring dream. It's always set in a dark, dusty place like an attick where I have to do something while knowing there might be some big spiders in there. Once I finish whatever I had to do in the messy room I notice in a mirror that there is a huge tarantula sitting on the top of my head. Just sitting, spreading it's disgusting hairy legs across my skull, threatening with a quick and silent death if I dare to move. The fear paralyses me, I'm helpless, I'm disgusted, I want to get rid of it and I don't know how.

This is what it says in the online dream dictionary: "spiders may indicate a feeling of being entangled or trapped in a sticky or clingy relationship. It represents some ensnaring and controlling force. You may feel that someone or some situation is sucking the life right out of you"

Quite right. I have to get a move on and stop wasting time agonising over "what ifs". I will only find out the answers to my if questions once I start acting and stop being paralysed by fears.

But what if I make the wrong move and the tarantula bites?!?